Up And Gone

Staring at the white above

Can't tell if I'm alive or am I dead

Or is it in my head?



Where'd I go wrong



Staring at the white above

One day I closed my eyes and here I am

A cold, unhappy man

I've come to realize the life I have I hate

The pulse I need is slowly fading

Until I've lost it all

I've been waiting for an inspiration

For a chance I never got to take

Before it's much too late



Where'd I go wrong



Where's the boy that used to run?



Could it be he's up and gone away?



He seems so far away



And all the things I could have done



Could it be they've up and gone away?



They seem so far away




It feels as if the boy in me

Has left and been replaced with a cheap and bitter

Imposter of myself

I must find the one that used to be

Approach him slow, don't be afrai