Altered State

Senseless Beauty - Fear And Loathing In Iowa City

LRC by lzh, from jiangxi pingxiang

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I spent my life preparing for this


Hope for the best, expect the worst

Memory falters and fades

Or at least I hope it will

Because I am the altered state

Of a broken window sill

You can probably see straight through me

But I'm dangerous to the touch

I gave the world everything but I wasn't given much

Hope for the best it can't get worse

I watched my world come crashing down

I know I can rebuild

I shelled out my mind so you could read my thoughts

Exposing gaping holes in my memoir's plots

Well versed in scholary apathy

I scoff when you laugh so happily




I will be here after the damage!

The truth is I've got emptiness

Where I used to get my fulfillment

Starting over is never